I am so bloody pissed.  So many things that make my blood boil right now and my nerves want to just burst into a splatter of red.

Anger is such an amazing emotion.  It makes me do crazy things and say unimaginable things.  It is unbelievable how one emotion can transform a person so much in such an awful manner.  Most often when I am so consumed by my anger, I tend to lose all rationality and my judgement goes awry.  My mind becomes an uncontrollable center of red, dispatching actions and words that often pass through unprocessed.  I will drive like a mad person, like the fast and the furious.  I crank up the music real loud, if there is any.  I turn into a total beast consumed with wrath and possessed by anger, with that single emotion painted in red.

I'd punch them idiots if I could.  I'd punch them right down the middle of their haughty noses.  I'd kick them in the balls until they scream and yell to the other side of the earth.  I'd grab a bowl of hot porridge, dump it onto the front of their shirts, and smear it over that clean shirt (that would've been not so clean by now) and scream "TAKE THAT YOU FUCKING PIECE OF SHIT!".  And continue smearing the porridge all over until that nice, crisp white shirt is totally ruined.  I could replace that hot bowl of porridge with a cone of triple chocolate ice cream as well, depending on my mood and the severity of my fury.

I am angry.  I am boiling all over with fury.  I am sick and fed up with those bloody dickheads whose IQ level matches that of a fly, perhaps lower.  I hate them dimwitted asswipes who act as though they know everything.  I hate people who expect you to clean up their shit, and while you do it, they poop on your head.  I hate those who go all the way out to step over your head, just to kiss somebody's ass up there.  Go ahead and do yer thang, be an asswipe and go kiss somebody's ass as you like, but there is no need to clamber over and step on other people's heads on the way?  I fucking hate people who have no initiative to go and find things out themselves, and expect to be spoonfed and told many, no I mean, SEVERAL times over and over again about the same thing yet never, NEVER learn.  I admit that I am a bloody impatient person, and sometimes all it takes is... a little push.

And when that little push finally comes one day, I am no longer going to be that nice, sweet innocent person people think I am.  I am no longer going to be all smiles, taking in all that shit and never saying a word.  Like what the Joker said, and I quote "all it takes is a little...push".

Till that day comes, I will contain my anger.  I will mask it inside with a broad smile (or a fake grin).  I will complain about it, perhaps, sleep it over, and then forget the next day.  I will do all these, and my anger will be vanquished.  But for now, I will be content with just me, my loud music, and my crazy driving.  For now, I just wanna be left alone, away from all the dimwits and asswipes and all the freakin bloody idiots in the world.

What do you do when you are angry?